awesome food - food craving

juadah kegemaran - i have this kind of weird obsession..if i tasted something good to eat...i would go for it again and again, until the craving gradually faded away.. but my all time favourite kueh is none other than the traditional kueh- kuih tepung gomak berinti kacang hijau. and during Ramadhan the fasting month..whenever i went to visit my mom, i would search for the special murtabak at one of the stalls at the teluk mas bazaar (melaka). the stall was always at the same exact spot year in and year out..so it is a once a year treat for me..will certainly look for it again this coming Ramadhan..

mother in law is coming for the holiday

what is the plan for the school holiday? i have none..at first we planned to spend some quality times at the universal studio singapore. i was so excited when the husband of mine agreed wholeheartedly. but then my eldest son was offered to further his study, ready to register on the 28th of May, meaning no singapore trip for him. so we decided to cancel it, as the trip was actually to honour him for the excellent SPM result. suprisingly, it was alright with me- of the cancellation. so, i guess i will spend the two weeks break doing nothing much other than sending and fetching my daughter from the extra classes. but all of a sudden that husband of mine announced that his mother is going to live with us..until uncertain time..

premature retirement

will i opt for an early retirement? Tomorrow, friday 25th of May..it's going to be school holiday again...hoooray..am i happy? words just can't describe, it means, no more waking up as early as 5 am before heading for the 45 mins of journey. to be frank i am not extremely happy at the new working place. but i endure it, thinking God has planned it for me...so i must accept the fate. but every single morning i would always pray for a transfer, praying "please let me out of the school".. there is nothing to hate actually, the colleagues are great and fun, the students are tolerable.. but i just don't have the heart to continue working. but the problem is, it is not easy to suddenly, resign..there are tons of things to think about especially of the family economy, and for my personal financial affairs. will i be contented with the allowances provided by the husband? how to put aside some of the husband's money to buy my favourite things or to indulge in whatever crazy food whenever i have the craving..can i fork out the "kitchen money" to indulge on my favourite hobbies - buying expensive foreign novels and imported magazines? will i ever have the courage to suddenly say - alright i have enough..i quit..!!!